by: gato_sama


Hey everyone!

I have a new story up on It is a one-shot fic called "White Sign".

The summary of it is: Hermione goes with Harry to visit his parents' grave.

I hope you'll all read and enjoy it.

Here's a link to it:

Please review it and tell me what you think!


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    Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven
by: gato_sama

Isomnia Post #4566

I can't sleep. De ja vu, eh?

I just watched my episodes of Inuyasha, S-CRY-ed, and Fooly Cooly that I TiVo-ed from last night. I love my animes. Especially, S-CRY-ed it's really really awesome. (I love love love Kazuma!) That's where my new icon is from. AND it has lyrics from "Black Balloon" by Goo Goo Dolls; one of my all time favorite songs.

I really want my IPod! My dad said he'd get it for me at the end of the month. I can't wait! I've officially decided what to get engraved on the back of it. The first line shall read "True love is..." and the second line shall read "a kiss from paradise." See? I've encorporated Paradise Kiss in my own hidden way. That way when people look at it, they won't know, but I will!

I'm SOOO freakin' happy they're going to start putting on Cowboy Bebop again at night starting tomorrow. It's one of the BEST animes in the world. Oh and I found all the music from it that I was looking for except "Poor Faye (Lip Cream)" aka "Kawaisou na Faye (Lip Cream)". I have:

  1. Space Lion
  2. Space Lion (Orgel Version)
  3. Road to the West
  4. Memory
  5. Poor Faye (High Socks) aka Kawaisou na Faye (High Socks)
  6. Cosmos
  7. Farewell Blues
  8. Piano Solo
  9. Real Folk Blues
  10. Stella By Moor
  11. Goodnight Julia

I'm going to put that all on my IPod when I get it, along with much much more music! Weeee!

Yesterday, I went to the movies and saw Dark Water. It was really good! I liked it a lot.

I went out to eat today at this pizza place. After that I visited my friend Vu who works as Oakley. He's really sweet. We talked for forever and then he showed me these sunglasses he really likes and told me to try them on so I did. Before I put them on he said if they looked good on me, he'd marry me. And when I put them on, he's was like "Dude! They look awesome!! Hey, if you ever want them, I'll use my employee discount and get them for you!" I thought that was really sweet of him and gave him a hug. When we hug, he practically picks me up! Then he showed me his new bike that he's so proud of. It glows in the dark and he's was flipping out over that. -lol- He's from up north, namely Boston, so that's I guess why we tend to get on so well!

What am I going to do tomorrow? I'll be so bored. I guess I'll play some more FFVII. I'm at the part right before you go to Gold Saucer for the first time. The next time I go there, Cloud has to take one of the girls on a date. I'm trying to be extra specially nice to Aeris so that she's the one who comes to him at night and they go out.

You know what totally amazes me sometimes? How you can be such good friends with someone one second, and the next they come online and completely IGNORE you!! There's this girl, I won't say who, that I've been friends with for.... what? It's been like... three years now?? And all of a sudden she never IMs me anymore. I don't understand why because that last email she sent wasn't a mean one at all. My mom says that the girl's just jealous. It's because this girl always sends me emails and even when we talk on AIM, she's always always bitching about how bad her life is, and then telling me how good MY life is and that she wishes she was as happy with her life as I am with mine. I'd listen to her and console her all the time and try not to talk about my personal life. My mom told me that the girl's probably had it with me never complaining and bitching about my life and me being happy. Tsk tsk. That's all I can say about her: Tsk tsk.

  • Current Music
    Goo Goo Dolls - Black Balloon
by: gato_sama

Soo Awake!

It's so late and I can't sleep. What's wrong with me? This happens every fucking night. I don't fall asleep till 3 am and that's if I'm lucky. Today was quite quite uneventful and boring. I stayed home all day and I read the rest of ShojoBeat. I'm SO glad I subscribed to them!

I saw War of the Worlds over the weekend. It was really really good. Tom Cruise looked good enough to eat. I'm 15. He's 40-something. Hmm. Oh well. Dreams come true. =P That was I think. Saturday I went out to eat and shop with my sister and mom. Twas fun. While we were walking down Lincoln Road which is like a long street full of boutiques and resteraunts that cars aren't allowed to go through, this really hot model-looking guy passes by, looks and me and goes "Mmmm...gorgeous!" Wee! It made me feel spiffy!

I've been drawing a lot lately. Especially since I've gotten ShojoBeat. A lot of the stuff in there is quite inspiring. Along with the works of Yuu Watase (Fushigi Yugi, Absolute Boyfriend) and Ai Yazawa (Paradise Kiss, NANA), I'm now also in love with the work of Kaori Yuki (Angel Sanctuary, Godchild). I love how she makes her character look like there's wearing eyeliner. Yum! This should explain everything:

Hot Guys + Eyeliner + Me = ORGY!!!

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    awake awake
by: gato_sama

Pllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaase fill this out!

Fill this thing out for me please please please!

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band:

7. Most Embarrassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. With tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

12. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?

13. Do you think I'm a good person?

14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

15.Do you think I'm hot?

16. Would you call me just because?

17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?

18. If you could change anything about me, would you?

19.Would you have sex with me?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. What do you like best about me?

22. When you think of me what's the first thing or word that comes to mind??

23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

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    Evan & Jaron - Distance
by: gato_sama

(no subject)

Pick 10 fictional characters that you would get it on with, then tag five friends.

1. George Koizumi from Paradise Kiss
2. Arashi Nagase from Paradise Kiss
3. Lord Cain from Godchild
4. Oliver Wood from Harry Potter
5. Sam Monroe from Life as a House
6. Ren Hanjo from NANA
7. Shoji Endo from NANA
8. Boone from LOST
9. Seiji Kisaragi from Paradise Kiss
10. Tsutomo Yamaguchi from Paradise Kiss (though I suspect I picked him because he looks like George)

Those whom I choose to tag:

1. kitty_liek_whoa
2. keyeddreamer
3. bathtub
4. wendypritzke
5. azure15

Thanks so much to papierdoll I may soon get a new banner and icon! Yayyyy!

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    bored bored
by: gato_sama

(no subject)

Is it weird that I never felt true true love for someone? I mean I have loads of guy friends and they're not that cute but we're always sexually teasing each other and everything. But I've never felt more than friend-love for them. I guess it's because I'm still young and I'm only 15 and blah blah blah...

I have had my heart broken before but by a close friend. I never felt real love for him, just the kind of love you feel towards a close close friend. He's that guy I mentioned a few posts ago. God he hurt me... It hurts to even think about it. I still cry about it sometimes. The pain has gotten better since he left but sometimes it all just comes rushing back like waves crashing towards the beach shores. And what kills me is he most likely doesn't even care! My gosh, we were so close! We talked to each other every single day about anything and everything. I used to listen to all his problems and he'd tell me that no one listens to him the way I do. I don't mean to sound conceded but where's he going to find someone like that????


I'm sorry, those feelings and thoughts are buried deep in a grave inside of me and now and again they spontaneously up and decided to rise like the dead and wreak havoc inside me. It hurts... and there's nothing more I can do about it than just wait for it to pass.

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    frustrated frustrated
by: gato_sama


1. desk
2. my fashion designs
3. mangas
4. laptop
5. bookbag
6. bed w/stuffed animals
7. posters

1. That's hot!
2. woo..
3. yeah. sure. whatever.
4. ahh...i'm good...
5. don't you just love me
6. -blank- rox my sox!
7. i fancy myself

1. my uniqueness
2. love
3. Paradise Kiss
4. fashion
5. certain few friends
6. my family
7. music

1. travel the world
2. become a successful fashion designer
3. find my one true love/soul mate
4. write/draw my own manga series
5. get at least 7 tattoos (omg! im turning into Angelina Jolie!)
6. bungie jump
7. dye my hair blue

Do You:
1. Smoke? sometimes
2. Do drugs? no
3. Read the newspaper? rarely
4. Pray? in my own way
5. Have a Job? no
6. Attend Church? no
7. Wish on stars? yes

Have you ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping? yes tons of times
2. Had surgery? no
3. Swam in the dark? yes--naked too!
4. Been to a bonfire? yes
5. Ran away from home? no
6. Played strip poker? no
7. Pulled an all nighter? yes

Have you in the past 24 hours:
1. Cried? yes
2. Been kissed? yes
3. Sang? yes
4. Felt stupid? yes
5. Talked to an ex? no
6. Missed someone? yes
  • Current Music
    Pete Yorn - Strange Condition
by: gato_sama

Coming to you LIVE apartment!

Wow... I need a new layout. I want to make it centered around the relationship between Kaori and George. (from Paradise Kiss--a manga for those who don't know) I asked for help on the parakiss community but no one answered me. Sadness... If anyone can help me, please say something!

I watched The Inside. Anyone watch that show? It's soooooo good! I heart it with a passion. What else did I do today....? I played more of Final Fantasy VII. I didn't think I'd like it but I do!

Today I realized that almost half of summer vacation is over and I'll soon have to go back to Hellhole High. Grrrrr. I hate school. Two more years!

I want an IPod Mini. I'm getting one soon but I dunno whether to get it in blue, pink, or green. I don't want it in silver because everyone has it in silver. I also wanna engrave "Kaori" on that back. yukari_star got "Caroline" engraved on the back of her IPod. (dunno if it's a mini or not though) And I thought that was like THE coolest of cool ideas. Carrie! You MUST tell me how you got it done!

Okay. I'm sleepy. Goodnight children.

  • Current Music
    Green Day - Time of Your Life
by: gato_sama

Connection--When did it become so hard?

Sometimes I feel as if... I dunno--I don't connect with people. But don't get me wrong, I mean, I used to, lately though... everyone I talk to or try to make friends with bores me. I get sooo bored talking to them. It's pretty pathetic, I guess. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't seem to find anyone who has much in common with me or even if they do, they're not on the same...turf as I am. I know this probably sounds really weird but it's true. If you find a connection with someone, you find it right when you meet. You just click. Like two pieces of a puzzle or something--you just FIT. I don't think I'll ever find that.

I knew this guy... we were friends for 3 or 4 years. We had a connection. It wasn't love. Well... for me it wasn't. He told me he was madly in love with me. Anyways, one day we were talking online when he got a phone call telling him someone he knew just died. I talked to him all night trying to make him feel better. He never came online again. That was a year ago.

Miami Beach... that's where I live. No one here is exactly the TYPE that I'd like to get to know. It disgusts me really sometimes. I want to move to Boston. I want to go to the School of Fashion Design up there. I called them yesterday and asked them to send me a brochure. Now I can't wait for it to come in the mail. Fashion is my passion. Yes that rhymes but it's true. Even five minutes I have an entire design for an outfit planned in my head so I always keep this sketch journal with me to sketch out my ideas.

I made a new friend yesterday. yukari_star  She's really cute! I'm going to call her Caroline because that's her nickname because she's a lot like Yukari (aka Caroline) from Paradise Kiss (a manga). I added her to my AIM buddy list. I can't wait for her to come on so we can chat. I have a feeling she'll be really cool.

Oh yeah, everyone must now refer to me as Kaori! Because my new friend made be realize I'm exactly like Kaori from Paradise Kiss. When she told me I seemed like her, I got a chill up my spine because the realization that what she was saying was strangely true and had been staring me in the face for forever was like a slap to the face. We're so much alike in that we have to ability to console people and that we believe in going for your goals and dreams and never to give up. Plus she's studying to be a fashion designer. And we're both secretly in love with George. Well, maybe my love for him isn't that much of a secret. *wink* So nobody call me dreaming_doll or Amy--call me Kaori.

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    Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades