Through The Looking Glass...

Hey everyone!

I have a new story up on fanfiction.net. It is a one-shot fic called "White Sign".

The summary of it is: Hermione goes with Harry to visit his parents' grave.

I hope you'll all read and enjoy it.

Here's a link to it:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2516797/1/

Please review it and tell me what you think!

Thanks!

If anyone at all is a fan of Harry Potter please please and double please go read my new story I posted on fanfiction.net and review it for me! Plus, if you know of anyone else who likes Harry Potter, please recommend it to them! Thanks!

Here's a link to it:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2503239/1/

Enjoy!

I can't sleep. De ja vu, eh?

I just watched my episodes of Inuyasha, S-CRY-ed, and Fooly Cooly that I TiVo-ed from last night. I love my animes. Especially, S-CRY-ed it's really really awesome. (I love love love Kazuma!) That's where my new icon is from. AND it has lyrics from "Black Balloon" by Goo Goo Dolls; one of my all time favorite songs.

I really want my IPod! My dad said he'd get it for me at the end of the month. I can't wait! I've officially decided what to get engraved on the back of it. The first line shall read "True love is..." and the second line shall read "a kiss from paradise." See? I've encorporated Paradise Kiss in my own hidden way. That way when people look at it, they won't know, but I will!

I'm SOOO freakin' happy they're going to start putting on Cowboy Bebop again at night starting tomorrow. It's one of the BEST animes in the world. Oh and I found all the music from it that I was looking for except "Poor Faye (Lip Cream)" aka "Kawaisou na Faye (Lip Cream)". I have:

1. Space Lion
2. Space Lion (Orgel Version)
3. Road to the West
4. Memory
5. Poor Faye (High Socks) aka Kawaisou na Faye (High Socks)
6. Cosmos
7. Farewell Blues
8. Piano Solo
9. Real Folk Blues
10. Stella By Moor
11. Goodnight Julia

I'm going to put that all on my IPod when I get it, along with much much more music! Weeee!

Yesterday, I went to the movies and saw Dark Water. It was really good! I liked it a lot.

I went out to eat today at this pizza place. After that I visited my friend Vu who works as Oakley. He's really sweet. We talked for forever and then he showed me these sunglasses he really likes and told me to try them on so I did. Before I put them on he said if they looked good on me, he'd marry me. And when I put them on, he's was like "Dude! They look awesome!! Hey, if you ever want them, I'll use my employee discount and get them for you!" I thought that was really sweet of him and gave him a hug. When we hug, he practically picks me up! Then he showed me his new bike that he's so proud of. It glows in the dark and he's was flipping out over that. -lol- He's from up north, namely Boston, so that's I guess why we tend to get on so well!

What am I going to do tomorrow? I'll be so bored. I guess I'll play some more FFVII. I'm at the part right before you go to Gold Saucer for the first time. The next time I go there, Cloud has to take one of the girls on a date. I'm trying to be extra specially nice to Aeris so that she's the one who comes to him at night and they go out.

You know what totally amazes me sometimes? How you can be such good friends with someone one second, and the next they come online and completely IGNORE you!! There's this girl, I won't say who, that I've been friends with for.... what? It's been like... three years now?? And all of a sudden she never IMs me anymore. I don't understand why because that last email she sent wasn't a mean one at all. My mom says that the girl's just jealous. It's because this girl always sends me emails and even when we talk on AIM, she's always always bitching about how bad her life is, and then telling me how good MY life is and that she wishes she was as happy with her life as I am with mine. I'd listen to her and console her all the time and try not to talk about my personal life. My mom told me that the girl's probably had it with me never complaining and bitching about my life and me being happy. Tsk tsk. That's all I can say about her: Tsk tsk.

It's so late and I can't sleep. What's wrong with me? This happens every fucking night. I don't fall asleep till 3 am and that's if I'm lucky. Today was quite quite uneventful and boring. I stayed home all day and I read the rest of ShojoBeat. I'm SO glad I subscribed to them!

I saw War of the Worlds over the weekend. It was really really good. Tom Cruise looked good enough to eat. I'm 15. He's 40-something. Hmm. Oh well. Dreams come true. =P That was on.....um.....Friday I think. Saturday I went out to eat and shop with my sister and mom. Twas fun. While we were walking down Lincoln Road which is like a long street full of boutiques and resteraunts that cars aren't allowed to go through, this really hot model-looking guy passes by, looks and me and goes "Mmmm...gorgeous!" Wee! It made me feel spiffy!

I've been drawing a lot lately. Especially since I've gotten ShojoBeat. A lot of the stuff in there is quite inspiring. Along with the works of Yuu Watase (Fushigi Yugi, Absolute Boyfriend) and Ai Yazawa (Paradise Kiss, NANA), I'm now also in love with the work of Kaori Yuki (Angel Sanctuary, Godchild). I love how she makes her character look like there's wearing eyeliner. Yum! This should explain everything:

Hot Guys + Eyeliner + Me = ORGY!!!

( Here's a survey I stole from yukari_star )

Fill this thing out for me please please please!

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band:

7. Most Embarrassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. With tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

12. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?

13. Do you think I'm a good person?

14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

15.Do you think I'm hot?

16. Would you call me just because?

17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?

18. If you could change anything about me, would you?

19.Would you have sex with me?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. What do you like best about me?

22. When you think of me what's the first thing or word that comes to mind??

23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Pick 10 fictional characters that you would get it on with, then tag five friends.

1. George Koizumi from Paradise Kiss
2. Arashi Nagase from Paradise Kiss
3. Lord Cain from Godchild
4. Oliver Wood from Harry Potter
5. Sam Monroe from Life as a House
6. Ren Hanjo from NANA
7. Shoji Endo from NANA
8. Boone from LOST
9. Seiji Kisaragi from Paradise Kiss
10. Tsutomo Yamaguchi from Paradise Kiss (though I suspect I picked him because he looks like George)

Those whom I choose to tag:

1. kitty_liek_whoa
2. keyeddreamer
3. bathtub
4. wendypritzke
5. azure15

Thanks so much to papierdoll I may soon get a new banner and icon! Yayyyy!

Is it weird that I never felt true true love for someone? I mean I have loads of guy friends and they're not that cute but we're always sexually teasing each other and everything. But I've never felt more than friend-love for them. I guess it's because I'm still young and I'm only 15 and blah blah blah...

I have had my heart broken before but by a close friend. I never felt real love for him, just the kind of love you feel towards a close close friend. He's that guy I mentioned a few posts ago. God he hurt me... It hurts to even think about it. I still cry about it sometimes. The pain has gotten better since he left but sometimes it all just comes rushing back like waves crashing towards the beach shores. And what kills me is he most likely doesn't even care! My gosh, we were so close! We talked to each other every single day about anything and everything. I used to listen to all his problems and he'd tell me that no one listens to him the way I do. I don't mean to sound conceded but where's he going to find someone like that????

GAHHH!

I'm sorry, those feelings and thoughts are buried deep in a grave inside of me and now and again they spontaneously up and decided to rise like the dead and wreak havoc inside me. It hurts... and there's nothing more I can do about it than just wait for it to pass.

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. desk
2. my fashion designs
3. mangas
4. laptop
5. bookbag
6. bed w/stuffed animals
7. posters

TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1. That's hot!
2. woo..
3. yeah. sure. whatever.
4. ahh...i'm good...
5. don't you just love me
6. -blank- rox my sox!
7. i fancy myself

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. my uniqueness
2. love
3. Paradise Kiss
4. fashion
5. certain few friends
6. my family
7. music

SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. travel the world
2. become a successful fashion designer
3. find my one true love/soul mate
4. write/draw my own manga series
5. get at least 7 tattoos (omg! im turning into Angelina Jolie!)
6. bungie jump
7. dye my hair blue

SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1. Smoke? sometimes
2. Do drugs? no
3. Read the newspaper? rarely
4. Pray? in my own way
5. Have a Job? no
6. Attend Church? no
7. Wish on stars? yes

Have you ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping? yes tons of times
2. Had surgery? no
3. Swam in the dark? yes--naked too!
4. Been to a bonfire? yes
5. Ran away from home? no
6. Played strip poker? no
7. Pulled an all nighter? yes

Have you in the past 24 hours:
1. Cried? yes
2. Been kissed? yes
3. Sang? yes
4. Felt stupid? yes
5. Talked to an ex? no
6. Missed someone? yes

Wow... I need a new layout. I want to make it centered around the relationship between Kaori and George. (from Paradise Kiss--a manga for those who don't know) I asked for help on the parakiss community but no one answered me. Sadness... If anyone can help me, please say something!

I watched The Inside. Anyone watch that show? It's soooooo good! I heart it with a passion. What else did I do today....? I played more of Final Fantasy VII. I didn't think I'd like it but I do!

Today I realized that almost half of summer vacation is over and I'll soon have to go back to Hellhole High. Grrrrr. I hate school. Two more years!

I want an IPod Mini. I'm getting one soon but I dunno whether to get it in blue, pink, or green. I don't want it in silver because everyone has it in silver. I also wanna engrave "Kaori" on that back. yukari_star got "Caroline" engraved on the back of her IPod. (dunno if it's a mini or not though) And I thought that was like THE coolest of cool ideas. Carrie! You MUST tell me how you got it done!

Okay. I'm sleepy. Goodnight children.

Sometimes I feel as if... I dunno--I don't connect with people. But don't get me wrong, I mean, I used to, lately though... everyone I talk to or try to make friends with bores me. I get sooo bored talking to them. It's pretty pathetic, I guess. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't seem to find anyone who has much in common with me or even if they do, they're not on the same...turf as I am. I know this probably sounds really weird but it's true. If you find a connection with someone, you find it right when you meet. You just click. Like two pieces of a puzzle or something--you just FIT. I don't think I'll ever find that.

I knew this guy... we were friends for 3 or 4 years. We had a connection. It wasn't love. Well... for me it wasn't. He told me he was madly in love with me. Anyways, one day we were talking online when he got a phone call telling him someone he knew just died. I talked to him all night trying to make him feel better. He never came online again. That was a year ago.

Miami Beach... that's where I live. No one here is exactly the TYPE that I'd like to get to know. It disgusts me really sometimes. I want to move to Boston. I want to go to the School of Fashion Design up there. I called them yesterday and asked them to send me a brochure. Now I can't wait for it to come in the mail. Fashion is my passion. Yes that rhymes but it's true. Even five minutes I have an entire design for an outfit planned in my head so I always keep this sketch journal with me to sketch out my ideas.

I made a new friend yesterday. yukari_star  She's really cute! I'm going to call her Caroline because that's her nickname because she's a lot like Yukari (aka Caroline) from Paradise Kiss (a manga). I added her to my AIM buddy list. I can't wait for her to come on so we can chat. I have a feeling she'll be really cool.

Oh yeah, everyone must now refer to me as Kaori! Because my new friend made be realize I'm exactly like Kaori from Paradise Kiss. When she told me I seemed like her, I got a chill up my spine because the realization that what she was saying was strangely true and had been staring me in the face for forever was like a slap to the face. We're so much alike in that we have to ability to console people and that we believe in going for your goals and dreams and never to give up. Plus she's studying to be a fashion designer. And we're both secretly in love with George. Well, maybe my love for him isn't that much of a secret. *wink* So nobody call me dreaming_doll or Amy--call me Kaori.

I need to do a questionnaire... I dunno where to get one!! It's raining. I'm random.

*goes off to search net for question-thing* *finds one*

FOUND ONE! Here it is:

Name: Amy

Age: 15
Since you have no life, what do you do all day?: think of crazy stuff
Any odd obsessions or hobbies?: i see dead people O_o
If someone came up to you on the street and slapped you, what would you do?: laugh really really hard then punch them right into tomorrow 
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(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? AMY! AMY! AMY! you just effin' asked!!
(2) Are you happy with it? Yes!
(3) Are you named after anyone? The president! just kidding! no one
(4) Your nickname: Kaori
(5) Your screen name: dream_doll

(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? No, haha if i did, i'd add “the second” at the end =P
(7) Then what would you name your children? Boy – Noah, Girl - Mysty
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you have been called? I don’t know
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? I like mine thank you.

(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name? Yes

(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? I'd change my name to Cher
(12) Your gender: Girl all the way
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Straight
(14) Single? Yes
(15) Want to be? Want to be what? Single? I don’t really need a guy to make me happy. I can be happy without one. If I have one, that’s dandy too.
(16) Your birthdate: September 1989
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: 5
(19) Age you wish you were: i take every year as a gift
(20) Your height: 5’ 3”
(21) The color of your eyes: brown
(22) Happy with it? why not
(23) The color of your hair: Dark brown/Black--like Garnet! (even cut like hers)
(24) Happy with it? yup
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Lefty, I’m special =)
(26) Your living arrangement? apartment
(27) Your family: Mom, Dad, Sis, Brother, and… Moi!
(28) Have any pets? I wish but sadly non
(29) What's your job: Being me
(30) Piercings? Ears
(31) Tattoos? I wish
(32) Obsessions? FF9/videogames, manga, Paradise Kiss
(33) Addictions? poptarts and lollipops
(34) Do you collect anything? videogames, manga, fashion magazines
(35) Do you speak another language? I’m taking French in school and je suis tres bien
(36) Have a favorite quote? "Always love passionately, compassionately, and unconditionally." I came up with that one myself!!
(37) Do you have a webpage? Just my LJ
(38) Do you live in the moment? But of course, tis the only way
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? sure
(40) Do you have any secrets? Hehe...Yes ;)
(41) Do you hate yourself? Not a bit
(42) Do you like your handwriting? It looks like a boy's
(43) Do you have any bad habits? I’m stubborn…heh

(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? I don’t want to sound conceded but I’ve gotten “Oh my god, you like a beautiful statue…” I’m dead serious.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? O Unique One
(46) What's your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones
(47) Can you sing? yuppers
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Yeah right!
(49) Are you a loner? No
(50) What are your No. 1 priorities in life? My family and my music
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? But of course

(52) Are you a daredevil? No doubt about it darling
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Not really

(54) Are you passive or aggressive? Six of one, half a dozen of the other really
(55) Have you got a journal? What do you think?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength – I can make people laugh and be happy, Weakness – I’m stubborn at times --- I just asked my sis about that

(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Not to be annoyed that easily.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? Love because it breeds both of the others.

(59) How do you vent? playing videogames
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? Yes
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Not yet
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? I guess so
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learnt from life? Don’t trust people right away.

(64) What do you like the most about your body? I’m slim
(65) And least? Nothing
(66) Do you think you are good looking? Why not
(67) Are you confident? To a certain degree
(68) What is the fictional character you're most alike? Kaori Aso from Paradise Kiss
(69) Do people know how you feel? Not always
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? Sometimes

DO YOU?
(71) Smoke? Sometimes
(72) Do drugs? No, they’re bad fo you!
(73) Read the newspaper? No it’s kinda boring
(74) Pray? What kind of question is that??
(75) Go to church? No
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Oui… hehe…
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? Yes
(78) Take walks in the rain? all the time

(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? psssshhh....
(80) Drive? Can’t yet
(81) Like to drive fast? I would if I could

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER?
(82) Liked your voice? It’s okay
(83) Hurt yourself? On purpose? no
(84) Been out of the country? Yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? Not that I know of
(86) Had sex? No
(87) Been unfaithful? No
(88) Been in love? ...
(89) Done drugs? No
(90) Gone skinny dipping? Yes
(91) Had a medical emergency? No
(92) Had a surgery? An operation? No
(93) Ran away from home? No
(94) Played strip poker? No
(95) Gotten beaten up? Yeah right!
(96) Beaten someone up? Yes
(97) Been picked on? No
(98) Been on stage? Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? No, how much time do you have on your hands??

(100) Slept outdoors? Yes
(101) Thought about suicide? No
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
(103) If yes, what is your record? Three times
(104) Gone one day without food? I don’t think so
(105) Talked on the phone all night? No
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Yes
(107) Slept all day? Yes
(108) Killed someone? No, double-you tee eff, mate?
(109) Made out with a stranger? No
(110) Had sex with a stranger? No
(111) Thought you're going crazy? Yes
(112) Kissed the same sex? Yes
(113) Done anything sexual? Yes
(114) Been betrayed? Yes
(115) Had a dream that came true? Yes
(116) Broken the law? Not that I know of
(117) Met a famous person? I saw Jerry Springer one time! He was shopping with his wife in Sarasota. He looked bored.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No
(119) On purpose? No, you’re quite violent aren’t you?
(120) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
(121) Stolen anything? No
(122) Been on radio/tv? No
(123) Been in a mosh-pit? Yes!!
(124) Had a nervous breakdown? Umm… no…
(125) Bungee jumped? I WISH!
(126) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes.. scary stuff…
(127) Shoe brand? I have a lot of brands, actually come to think of it, I have a lot of shoes!
(128) Brand of clothing? Abercrombie, Hollister Co.
(129) Cologne/perfume? A few le French ones
(130) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Clothes, no I wear woven palm tree leaves!
(131) How about parties? whipped cream ^^
(132) Wear hats? Once in a while
(134) Wear make-up? Yes
(135) Favorite place to shop? Abercrombie, Hollister Co.
(136) Favorite article of clothing? all my clothes rock
(137) Are you trendy? Quite so
(138) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? *runs away screaming*

 

Bout time, huh?